Finally its over.
Totally drained out all my juicies.

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Lol. Yes. Miss ELaine.
After so long, then can finally meet her. But by the time she's here, all of us are heading home! lol


Mr Xu Lao Shi.
Not sure whether you will visit my bloggie anot. But its ok lah.
Lol. Ni shi yi ge bu chuo de nan shen! Can understand? lol :x



Aiyah, I think I still look abit werid with those curls. sian half. But its ok la, at least got the chance to try it out. HA.
Maybe if my hair more longer will be different results? Heh.


The first photo in the mac. Sure bring back alot of memories.
Maybe should find one day to bring all those old photos. oh my.
I sure look so silly and ugly Lol.


Together with the happily attached birthday boy! lol.
Erm still boy? I guess :x



This sure is a funny photo. After upteen times, we then manage to capture this shot.
Ha. You see how 'shocked' yujing was?


All of the guys. Ha. :)




Sing a song for him . Specially for him. lol


this is erm, of cos. Miss Audrey's idea. Ha.




Anyway, guess that's abt it.
Oh yah, did I mention. I meet up Germaine and Kenneth the other time. We had a great dinner and of cos KTV! WEeeee.



And some randoms photos
which my closest, cutest, dearest tattoist had drawn for me.
Erm, wait a second. This is what I've drawn on him! Lol.



My own 'Rolex' Lol.


See what he have done to my hand/fingers.


So hardworking huh. But he said that he cant concentrate on studying when he's with me. Lol.



Anyway, last photo to sum all up. should I go back to bangs? Hmm *wonders*


Take care peeps.
And sad to say, I really can't wait for Oct to end and december to come.
Should I plan for holiday this time?
jOjo

Labels: birthday, rants

Oh yes..
ITS October right now. Normally 1st of Oct is such a good day. Especially for children of cos.
Lol. Come to think of that.
That day is such a memorable day. Ha.
Still hoping for that day to come, whereby can recieve lots and lots of presents.
If you happen to have tuition teacher, piano teacher, dance class teacher.
Wah, best. Ha.
Happy like siao right? Cos you will have the most presents among all your friends. Ha.




But then again, as years goes by.
We have grown up like teenagers, no longer celebrate childrens day.
Lol. Sounds so childish huh.
Ha. Like adults, not so looking forward, and feel that its just a normal day.
Whereas for me, right now. OR should say for most of the students out there.
Oct/Nov, can you roughly smell it?
The smell of exams. Coming, reminding you that its just around the corner.
Ha. Yes. End of the Oct and starting month of Nov.
Sick.

To be honest, I haven really start any revision.
Law for example, is just plainly making me fall asleep while reading it!
Oh my. If I can rememeber, last weekend I wanted to revise on the previous topic, and to my surprise, ha, I was practically forcing myself to open my eyes!
Wow. I really can't imagine how those lawyers made it up so high up. They must really have studied so damn hard.
Memorised the whole LAW book, and wow, and they confirmed did alot of referencing here and there. HA.
Cos they have to reference the cases and those rules, terms, etc.
Though its a open book exam, you won't be 100% sure that you will pass. sad.
Argh. Its just killing me softly..

For account, this more worst. Bet have to keep on practising like crazy. Cos I suppose its not as easy as the test.
Includes Balance Sheet, Income statement, and all the ratio blah blah blah.
How to able to memorise ALL? Maybe I should't have studied in the first place huh?
Oh man. CAN'T!
I must prove to myself that I can do it!

And well, guess for the next term, I wont take so much modules le. Stress.
And I guess right now, Im so skinny, face so sharp, becos of stress.
I don't LIKE!
Alot of you may think that I'm crazy, but then I really don't like it when people saw me and start saying that I'm so fcuking skinny.
Then what do you expect me to?
I eat more than you people.
At home, daddy mummy named me 'fan tong' aka rice bowl in chinese.
Duhz.
Well, then if that the case, guess my stomach really lives a big FAT worm!
Munching away all the food that I consume. Hm.
Grr.



Anyway, feels that really need to get new bras. Seems that those that are lying around in my drawer, not suitable for normal wear.
Lol. Don't sounds that right huh! HA.
Called up mummy during working hours, ask her whether wants to accompany me not.
Hur hur hur.
So funny, don't you remember the times when you are in your growing stage, where your breasts slowly developing, and your mum brings you to shop for bras?
Hur hur, and she will like see whether its is ok anot.
Lol. And the funny thing is that my mummy thought I'm gotta bring her and buy for her.
Meet her over at Causeway Point.
Well, can't remember when the last time I went shopping with her.
But then arh, this I must say, sometimes shopping with parents arhs, quite boring leh.
HA. Cos erm, they will like to see this and that, and those are the things that I happen don't have any interest in it.
HA. Its just so different when you are with your friends and with your mum. Opps.
Last time, we so used to love shopping with parents, as whatever stuffs you get, you won't have to pay by your own pocket.
Ha. Everything daddy, mummy. Ha. So easy huh. So nice being a kid.
Guess next time my kids will be the same too. Oh man. *shrugs*
And one bad thing about shopping with parents, they will somehow say "aiyah, this thing got use meh?" or
"aiyah, no need to buy so expensive wan la" or
"aiyah u try first then see whether its good or not"
blah blah blah
So cute huh, sometimes their actions, just so funny.
Predictable.
Then we took this long bus journey home. So during the journey, we talked.
Stuffs like she worries for us here and there.
Then I just happen to pop her that question, saying that I also worry for my future kids.
LOL. Then you know what's her answer? "Your kids will be SAME like you lo!" HAHAHA
So funny! Wah, if my kids same like me, cham. Ha. I'm like so rebellious. Ha.
My My. Then furthermore, she say I siao.
HA.
Funny right. Then from this, she leads to stuffs like saying she never restricts us in having boyfriends and stuffs, but we have to be more 'ji ai' to ourself.
Ha. Like whatever it is, don't anyhow, and what, she very worried that what if we are pregnant and stuffs??!
HA. So funny. I bet this is what all parents will think bah.
Cos I already have that kind of thinking in my mind le, so I guess, what she worries most is what I will worry in the future bah.
Hm.
Then she asks me hows my studies going on, and stuffs about my bf.
Hm, so glad that she cares and well, maybe on the surface she don't really show, but then again, she really cares.
Hee.
My My.

Oh yah. After saying so much, totally forgot about friend's de birthday celebration and mooncake festival.
KeKeKe. Mr wenbin so cute. Such a person like him, so quiet, so werid at times, act silly and funny is in a relationship right now.
Ha. Happy for him man! Guess they are together on his birthday bah, cos before that he say not yet consider gf. Ha.
So fun when interrogating him! Ha. All of us are surrounding him, bomba-ing him with all the curious questions!
Heh heh. Cos for the whole night, his phone keep on ringing, msgs keep on flowing! Haha.
Oh my. I sound so crazy! HaHA.
Well, just do your best alright! I know that you definately will treat the girl damn nice de! Cos you don't really have an temper de!
Such a gentleman! opps. Why do I sound like I'm promoting him! HaHa.
First love, always so lovely, so sweet.
Man. I wonder what had happened to mine. HA.
So young, stupid, and blur. HA.
Only know what is hold hands, and just purely hug. HA.
Crazy me.
Alright stop stop stop.




Anyway, thats all for now. Will update when the mood comes bah.
Cheers.
xoxo.
jOjO

Labels: friends, random, school, shopping

=D
We should be happy right?
Why always quarrel or not happy certain stuffs?

Anyway, main group project finally down.
Don't know what's wrong with me, not really that relax though.
Maybe still fear for those two outstanding subs bah.

Especially LAW and Accounting.
Damn.
Sometimes I really wonder how those lawyer study man.
Tear those pages out of the law book, burn and drink it? lol

Can any expert teach me how to study smart?
Seems that I cant get it in my head. Not difficult to score right?
But...

Anyway, yesterday did a quite silly thing lah. Was removing nail polish.
Damn it. Didn't know that its so damn hard to remove.
Those glitters. Oh man.
So ex for just a bottle, and yet so hard to remove. lol.
And while removing, the back of my knee was like damn itchy.
N cause I can't scratch it, I used my toes to do it.
And cos its really irritates the hell out of me, I think I exert too much force on it. And good.
IT BLED! Ha.
I accidentally peeled off the skin. HA.
Amazing.
Blood oozed out like wow. lol. cleaning my nails and cleaning the blood.
Two in one. Lol.
Confirm will leave a scar there de lo damn.

Anyway, set those things aside.
Tonight, looking forward!
Accompany bee haircut and shop for clothes! Weee. ♥♥♥

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Presenting a newbie tattoist artwork!........

Lol. ya ya. tattoist helping me tattoo.! lol.

Should force him, make him take photos le.!

Lol. just love to force him to do things that he dont like to do~ ahaha

Anyway, enjoy!
Till then....


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xoxo

Labels: love

In fact, during these past two weeks..
2 weeks? You sure?
Should be I guess.

Soon, september gotta be over soon..and upcoming October will be quite a stressful month for me.
Exams date already fixed. Time came out too.
So right now, really have to start revising, but during the past weekends, was struggling with the OB group project.
Its hell man.
Never once I have ever do a project so stress, so tired, and so shag.
So so different from everything.
Maybe because last time, study full-time, whereas now study part-time.
Hm, its really not that easy. But I doubt by studying full-time, u also will have enough time to finish certain projects.
Same bah I guess.
For my friend, he have to work on the project, practically everyday till 10pm, if i never rememeber wrongly.
But then again, I hope everything will turn out smoothly bah.

Results is out, for those tests.
I guess, well, 我不是读书的料。 hais. So disappointed in my law. Maybe I really never put in extra effort.
And its really quite hard to understand mah.
And for the rest, I don't score very high. Hais. What's wrong with me man.
Totally disappointed in ownself.

And I guess I'm just being too sensitive, or maybe crazy. To make all those shits things happened.
Causing such impact in it. So sorry bee. I don't mean to do anything.
You should know.
I don't wish to do it either.
I know you won't like it, so I'm therefore, making myself trying not to make it happen.
But it seems like the stuffs sending wrong signals to you.
Anyway, I just hope the same mistakes won't happen again, alright?
And I'm glad that after I sent out that msg, you called me back. Asking me whether I wanna meet you not.
In fact, I thought you will ignore me and maybe call me the next day.
But you never, though sometimes, or can say, most of the times, you don't really express your feelings.
So its quite hard for me to actually guess what you are thinking you know?
And I have no choice, to actually accept it. Cos that is you. IF your loving a person perception is like that, I can't possibly change it right?
But I'm glad that we are in good terms again.
Got this friend of mine, yes mr thomas, suggest that I should find a better one instead. Get someone that is older then me.
But I don't wish to waste anymore time to actually find another soulmate.
Why not I prove to them that this will work out?
From last time, I've been telling myself that I won't and not accept someone that is younger then me.
But right now, I'm like slapping myself right? Lol.
But if feelings are there, its a two-way traffic, why not give it a a try?
Though it will be so tough and maybe it will last it forever, I guess, yah. I just simply can't let go.
Bet you feel the same too.
IF not..

And I guess, why I will have so many weird feelings. Maybe due to over stressed, plus together with those sad stuffs.
I've been thinking alot. Stuffs that I want to give it up. Once and for all, but still there's something holding me back.
Telling me that I can't afford to let the same thing happen again, or should say treasure whatever I have for now.
If not, next time, sure will regret like hell.
Maybe I shouldn't be the one keep on giving and giving.
Maybe I should stop giving for ahwhile, and enjoy the recieving.
Maybe I should give each other a break.
But I just cant.
There just something in my mind, this stupid little devil's voice keep on telling, reminding, asking me to do things that I thought I will never do in the first place.
Lol.
Contridicting huh.


Now what.
Come and tell me that I'm being too overboard?
Hey. Whats wrong with you.
Now its my damn fault again?

Yea.
I shouldnt have worry so much for you.
I shouldnt have worry abt your damn project.
yea.
So much of worrying huh.
I dont see what I did is wrong lo.

Fine.
Just do whatever you want
From now onwards, I wont bother to care any much more.
Yes.


Just leave me alone.

Weee. Weekends of ♥



Silly de him, bought this bubble thingy out of sudden. lol and for one is like, less than 2 bucks? Is those that comes in a bigger tube.
But I feel its more lousy than the smaller version.



Cos no matter how hard, or how big the thingy is, the ballooon can only blow up to certain extend and burst. Duhz. Totally spoilt our mood!



this practically shows the very last amount of stuffs that we had, and dearest helped to blow it all out! lol. And finally, this is the best that we can get! HA.


Anyway, thats about it.
Shall blog abt celebrating daddy bird dae again.
Till then.
Enjoy the following week!

Labels: love

Something to share:

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'
DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.
SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.
SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'
SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?' The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door. The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think: Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often
The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.'Are you asleep, son?' He asked. 'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy. 'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.' The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills. The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father. 'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled. 'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied. 'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness. It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

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